Mother's Day 2009

Well, technically this is my first Mother's Day. Judd and I misscarried our first baby April 15th, 2009 at 7 weeks exactly. It has been 3 1/2 weeks and I am supposed to get my first period this week. We are doing okay with the loss as we are learning that God does allow pain in your life even if we don't know what His purposes are. We are seeking to trust Him with our lives and surrender. I do feel that I have learned to trust Him more, however, I still have a "hole in my heart" at times. I say that our wounds have healed, but that it can be opened up by a hard blow at anytime. Don't get me wrong . . . God has never failed me nor do I think that He has recently started too. It will all make sense, if not in this lifetime, in Heaven.

In His Hands,
Katy