Monday, August 16, 2010

How long?

How can something hurt this badly?

I feel as if my heart has been slowly and continually ripped out of my chest for the past year and a half.

How long will I have to bear this pain?

How long will I be on this roller coaster?

When will the longing,

the hurt,

the questioning,

the doubting,

the second guessing,

the stress,

the emptiness,

this aching desire last?

How long Lord? How long?

2 comments:

  1. I'm going to a birthday party tomorrow and a mom there went through the same thing, I'm pretty sure. I'm going to ask her if it was. If so, she'd be a great contact for you.

    My heart aches for you and I pray for you all the time.

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  2. Thank you SO much Katie! That would be great!

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